This blog has good energy.

Everytime I think about posting something on this blog, I can only think about things that make me feel happy, or beautiful, or something like that. That's good though. This blog is teaching me how to finally accept myself just the way I am.

Everything I've always wanted was to see something beautiful in me, and I think I can finally see it. Even though people can't agree with me, I actually think I'm not an ugly person, and I never was. Society made me feel ugly. Bullies made me feel ugly. Stupid boys (that I used to like and didn't like me back mostly) made me feel ugly.

But now I'm realizing that I don't need this in my life anymore. I am a beautiful girl, outside as well as in. And that's why I made this list during class (as usual). I'm really proud of myself.

~ Reasons to believe I'm fucking beautiful:

01. I have a beautiful body (it's thin and long - not that being chubby and short is something bad, but I know people who would kill to have my shape);
02. I have a beautiful smile (I think it's my best feature);
03. I have beautiful eyes (they're dark brown, which means that they don't need to be light to be beautiful, also I have awesome eyelashes!);
04. I have cute feet (even though people might think they're ugly, I love my long feet);
05. I have beautiful breasts (I don't like them nude, but they look good in a bra);
06. I have long nails (they grow really fast and they're long even when I cut them);
07. I have a nice ass! (I don't give a shit about my stretch marks anymore, my ass is not big but it's round and cute);
08. I have a good singing voice and I can play guitar (maybe I should start my own band, huh?);
09. I am funny (I think I'm the funniest person I've ever known);
10. I am a good listener and can give good advices (or not...);
11. I am a dreamer (most people would say it's a bad thing, but it helps me to make it through the day);
12. I am not afraid to fall in love (in the end I always get hurt, but I am way too hopeful; actually, I love to fall in love);
13. I am not an empty person (I have feelings, ideas, thoughts and hope. I am a deep kid).

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If you're reading this and have self esteem issues, I'd love to help you. Actually, I think you should make a list just like mine. It helps, and it works! You're beautiful, never forget, and don't let people tell you otherwise.